Really weird to see dark auburn hair on my little head. Sometimes I like it so much and it makes me look ten years younger - and other times I dread walking into work with a freakin' fright wig on my head.

Hey, it's MY hair! If I want to have a mini-midlife crisis - it's my business. Right?

I'm so not used to living without everyone else's approval.

Yesterday, I went out in public with the red hair. Lots of people spoke to me. That usually didn't happen with the blonde hair. I must look more approachable with red.

Whatever. Whatever. I must remember to NOT mindfuck about everything so much.

Neurotic? Me????? GAAAAAAAH!

August 15, 2004