Not succeeding.

Besides the visions of plane crashes and terrorists, and car wrecks and psychotic episodes - and I even had one about the ex-fuckhead showing up there - I've also got the one where I discover I have no life outside of parenting the child...

I fear turning into my own mother - at my tender age.

I'm not sure which of us will be doing the most "growing up" in the next 8 days.

August 13, 2003