|DIARY OF AN URBAN MILKMAID|
|Went to see "X-Men, Evolution" today with the kidlet and Heather. I hadn't really wanted to go. I'm glad I did, as that movie was really lots of fun. I'm looking forward to the third installment. Next Thursday, we're talking about ditching work to see "Matrix Reloaded". Keanu at 9:30 in the morning has GOT to rock.
Something is eating at my craw. God that sounds medical, doesn't it? Doctor, my craw is all inflammed. Can I get a cream for it?
Anyway, last night, I saw that 7 people were in the chat room on my board, so I dropped in. My former "angry gay boyfriend" as I like to call him, was in the chat room - surrounded by his new bevy of Het-Chicks! I'm so jealous!
See, when I first met this guy on-line, he was the most angry, hateful guy I'd run across in a long time. He absolutely and rabidly despised heterosexuals. And especially heterosexual females. Well, I liked him, in spite of - or because of, his passionate distain for us. I read a lot of pain under that anger. Anyway, we managed over time, to develop a certain respect and friendship. We played "good cop/bad cop" with knuckleheaded newbies, and other thick-headed posters. It was a blast to do some educating. As things progressed, I got to watch him open up to other friends, and I witnessed those who had at one time, hated and feared him, begin to appreciate him the way I did.
I'm more than pleased that he's let down his guard. And I'm ecstatic that he's still doing such a wonderful job at reaching and teaching others. That's all good.
But I feel left out and tossed aside. And I would never admit that in a million years, because on my board, I'm one tough broad. But I got a big pang in my gut when I logged on to chat, and there he was, holding court with a bunch of freakin' Het-chicks.
There. I've said it.
|Buh Bye! |
October 05, 2008
Be Afraid, People.... Really Afraid
One Last Bitchfest for the Road
Get the Popcorn Ready
I'm a Rich Ho-Bag
|Marriage is love.|